I usually don't see the big deal made over New Year's- another year which never seems any different, but as I watched this countdown- it felt really weird. It felt like I was leaving things behind in 2010 and ready for whatever is lying ahead for me and Shadow this year.
But anyway; one of my New Year's Resolutions was to be nicer to people and I woke up feeling happy. I felt happy last night too. I'm not usually very good with children younger than me ( and they don't tend to like me- babies cry, kids kick me). But I felt nice- I made the baby smile and it was a first. It made ME smile too, I wanted to sit and play with the baby, which is unusual for me. So; perhaps I'm turning over a new leaf?!
I was nice this morning too, to someone who I used to totally clash with, but now I've realized what a hard time she must be going through and need to drop my grudges and my defences.
I can't wait to continue with Shadow and see where this year brings us. I can't wait to find out what this year will lead too. A lot of people said they had a crap 2010 and I know a few people did; but so many people moan about how bad it was. But was it really? Why aren't people grateful and happy enough? Life could be so much worse for us and we have to keep optimistic and happy about the things we DO have- not the things we DON'T have.
So; here's to another good year!
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